Eh...................craziest of nights. i havn't gone to bed at all ive been up at 1,2,3,4,5 am. An unexpected talk with someone wasnt expected(well not anyone from vnhs) but yeah i rather long lasting conversation. I cannot tell if it was a true conversation did they really understand me? or were they just bluff'n? thats what i hate it's always hard to tell. I saw something i hadn't seen before, but i want to know if it's for real, not just some fake person.
But yes............... Todays agenda:
1. goin places with grandma- it'll be fun, i always get something cool or useful. And grandma's someone you can chill with and be your self.
2. Relax when i get back- computer time...............
3.????????????
4. Night Fair!!!!! yay!!sounds fun with rides, its a annual fair by where my grandma lives..............
oh yeah i have to call my pop. But yeah.
sigh it's gonna be a different year i can tell ya that already..................obsticals.......geting over things..................seeing what things will happen.................... jeez. | 
(picks up spoon) and i've been home ALL THESE DAYS becuase there's no cable and i've been living off of Ophra(its not so boring
, well if your forced to watch it due to the cable bill not being paid!
) im lucky when i see my grandma and pop, but i feel guilty
) 